
Paramore’s Hayley Williams find herself on the cover of Cosmopolitan magazine for May.
The singer wanted fans to know why she took on the shoot and posted a lengthy explanation on her band’s livejournal blog.
She begins: “i wanna talk about the cosmo cover. it’s a little more than a big deal to me. and you know what? i’m really excited about it. to the general public, cosmo magazine is either a) a woman’s obsession or b) a woman’s demise — honestly, either of the two options equal out to be the same damn thing! the media clearly has our attention.”
Williams goes on to to say that while the images can make you feel like you are supposed to look one way and only one way to be in the media, she’s trying to stake out her own path. Her reluctance to be out in front of the band hasn’t worked, so Williams says she is trying something new.
“my #1 goal when the band began was to make myself invisible. not only did i not want to be the focal point, i wanted to be UNSEEN! and honestly, it never made a difference. i’ve turned down a lot of magazine covers. i specifically remember turning down Blender mag when i turned 19. and you know what? no one ever knew. it never made people focus on me any less. and it never mattered. so this time i’m taking a different approach. all 3 of us in Paramore have our own roles. and finally i will accept mine. i’m going to be okay with being a “powerful female”. and if that’s what it is… i’m going to use that role to make a difference.”
Hayley continues: “here’s my course of action. i WILL be myself. i WILL grow up. and i most definitely WILL find the time in my own life to be SEXY if i feel like it. who wrote the rules? who said that a girl that lives in this same tshirt and jeans nearly every day won’t wanna wear pumps and a short skirt tomorrow? the heart that’s underneath the clothes is still the same. because to me, it’s not about using sex as a weapon. it’s about how i feel.”
Williams is just finding her way and wrestling with how overtly sexy she wants to be seen as. Nothing wrong with that. Much harder to do in the public eye.
Read her entire statement here.